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Monday, May 8th, 2006
9:41 pm
Im in a weird mood. I am intereted in doing stuff with myself such as cleaning my room to the furthest extinct. I also am incredible in love with my boyfriend Cristian. Wait I gotta go wash the dishes. Ok back but anyways. I have become an Insomniac (again) and I am looking to create a society for it. okie well more later. My boyfreind hates it when I do coke and I won't go against his wishes however truthfully I really desire it at this time!

current mood: good

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Friday, July 8th, 2005
9:58 am
You know its so amazing how quick freinds are to turn on you. Its amazing how life is so quick to turn on you, To just end on you. Its ridiculous. Ive been feeling so horrible and all I have to show for it is my ever growing stomach... I fucking gained 12 pounds since march which was when everything starting tumblimg down the stairs to heaven. I had a party and it was fun. Oh and now the only way I can feel good is if Im high... did I mention that oh or tripping. Life is just to much to handle. I wish we all knew when we were to die.

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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
1:06 pm
Haha.. shrooms.. haha

current mood: Incredubidly Happy

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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
1:29 pm
Hey,
Im outta school mutha fuckers. I'm having a fucking awesome summer so far. My dad leaves in 30 days and I can't wait. He will be gone for 30 fucking days... Everybody needs to come to my fucking crazy ass parties, Im going to send out invitations and everything... HAHA! So much fun. If you wanna come, tell me, anyone is welcome that reads this, i don't even have to know you, you don't even have to know anything about me. Um on another note right now im working on my modeling and everything is going pretty good. My dad like bitches at me everyday and its annoying. Im a broke ass nigga and Ive been so lazy. Last night I got drunk off my ass and passed out, luckily at my house. But there is this one boy that is all quite and I want to hang out with him but he like hates me or some shit so I'm going crazy about it... But anyways thats about it. Im famous, jonathon from Rasputina emailed me! hehe...
I love him. He says next time there down here we can hang out. YAY!

Demelza

current mood: lazy

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
9:47 pm
So like... I'm really bored. I broke up again with my boyfreind for the umtith time and hope I have the strengh to make it stay like this. So far I have dediced to sleep away the part of the day I can not drink away.. so right now I have a 6-pack of bacardi... i hate beer but bacardi isnt that bad you know. I really hate life. Like alot. I'm going to this rasputina concert with marissa and danielle. I hope danielle brings some good stuff so that I can have some fun. I can't wait til school ends. I have like 15 days including weekends until its all over. School is such a stress. I hate it all. I want a rich bitch. That would be pretty cool. My FUCKING CAT GOT RAN OVER AND MURDERED. I am so fucking pissed I loved that cat dude. I hate myself. I have one cat left.. please somebody take it and give it a good home. PLease! Well Im going to go drink and cry the rest of the night until i pass out. bye.

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Sunday, May 8th, 2005
11:28 am
Hey, I was just wondering if anyone is going to the rasputina concert in fort lauderdale florida on the 21st? If so lets get together..

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Friday, April 29th, 2005
11:59 pm
Here's more good info passed down the line....

Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $3.00 a
gallon by the summer and it might go higher!!

Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action.

Phillip Hollsworth, offered this good idea: This makes MUCH MORE
SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that
was going around last April or May! The oil companies just
laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue
to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an
inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT,
whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can rreally work.

Please read it and join with us! By now you're probably thinking
gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.56 for regular unleaded in my town. Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost! of a gallon of gas is CHEAP at $1.50- $1.75, we need to take aggressive action to teach them that BUYERS control the marketplace....not sellers. With the price of gasoline going up more each day, we consumers need to take action. The only way we are going to see the price of gas come down is if we hit someone in the pocketbook by not purchasing their gas! And we can do that WITHOUT hurting ourselves.

How? Since we all rely on our cars, we can't just stop buying gas. But we CAN have an impact on gas prices if we all act together to force a price war.

Here's the idea: For the rest of this year, DON'T purchase ANY
gasoline from the two biggest companies (which now are one), EXXON and MOBIL. If they are not selling any gas, they will be inclined to reduce their prices. If they reduce their prices, the other companies will have to follow suit. But to have an impact, we need to reach literally millions of Exxon and Mobil gas buyers. It's really simple to do!! Now, don't whimp out on me at this point...keep reading and I'll explain how simple it is to reach millions of people!!

I am sending this note to about thirty people. If each of you send it to at least ten more (30 x 10 = 300) ... and those 300 send it to at least ten more (300 x 10 = 3,000)...and so on, by the time the messagereaches the sixth generation of people, we will have reached over THREE MILLION consumers. If those three million get excited and ! pass this on to ten friends each, then 30 million people will have been contacted! If it goes one level further, you guessed it..... THREE HUNDRED MILLION PEOPLE!!!

Again, all You have to do is send this to 10 people. That's all. (If
you don't understand how we can reach 300 million and all you have to do is send this to 10 people.... Well, let's face it, you just aren't a mathematician. But I am ... so trust me on this one.)

How long would all that take? If each of us sends this e-mail out to ten more people within one day of receipt, all 300 MILLION people could conceivably be contacted within the next 8 days!!! I'll bet you didn't think you and I had that much potential, did you! Acting together we can make a difference.

If this makes sense to you, please pass this message on. PLEASE HOLD OUT UNTIL THEY LOWER THEIR PRICES TO THE $1.30 RANGE AND KEEP THEM DOWN. THIS CAN REALLY WORK.

Kerry Lyle, Director, Research Coordinator





Hey I stole this from other livejournal, everybody do it... or i kill you.

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Sunday, April 24th, 2005
9:14 pm
Hey dudes like this summer my dad is leaving for a whole fucking month! The whole month of JULY! so its really awesome and shit and I really want to have a party like every night! Every Night! like for real!
I already know a bartender who will do it for freee, i know a bunch a different band memebers thatwant to fuck me so they will play for free... now all i need is people and money for the alcohol so! either everyone can pay like a buck when they come ,or everyone can just bring there own bottle. either way is quite fine! I really really love drinking and partying. the parties will be in my back yard because i dont want my house getting fucked up and shit. I will talk more about it later and stuff so if you need any info just wait for a futher update, ooo and everyone is invited! Indeed! I love you mutha fuckas!
bye bye babes.
oh wait, and if anyone wanted to host a party, you can host it at my house for free.
As long as me and two of my best freinds are invited you know heyyyy! I gotta get my drink on~

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Friday, April 8th, 2005
5:13 am - Life is Good
Life is Good...
Men,food,alcohol... what else can I ask for?
I have so many insane addictions. Its awesome.
So My dad has been gone this whole week and everything is spingie and fresh.
On Friday I will be attending a Marissa's Portfolio Art Gallery Opening or whatever you call it.
That should be nice. I think everyone should go. And this weekend will be drinking. A good thing.
I love people. So anyways I love feeling released and free to do whatever I please.
I gotta go to school soon, so later pashue!
Mini Thins!
CRAK IN A CAN BITCHES!

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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
9:17 pm
me



me

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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
9:46 am - Hahaha..
I just woke up, like 3 minutes ago, but I felt like updating.Wait I gotta go pee. Brb. Mkay. I'm Back now. So Life is pretty good. My Dad just left for a whole fucking week and got back last night. I spent like 30$ on alcohol alone. I need money though, I need a fucking lot of money, like 100 or more dollars. However, I always do.I always need money. I need/want {samething} money because me and my boyfreind and his freind and his freinds girlfreind are going to go on a road trip to DAYTONA FOR SPRINGBREAK. PARTY. PARTY. PARTY. M.T.V. always has an special sponsered party thingy in like beach cities around the World, and this year there going to be in DAYTONA. SO EVEN MORE PARTY. Did you know that almost 3 million college and highschool students flock to Daytona for SpringBreak Each year? Shit man, I'm going to have so much fucking fun. So if anyone wants to give me donations feel free. I also need to prepare a line a rich bitches I can take money from. I think im going to have to become a pimp. And fuck bitches up who dont pay me my money. For real. Someone told me they sold 100,000 worth a cocaine in 1 month. I dont beleive that. So anyways. I need to get a job. Like For Real.
Ok i dont feel like updating anymore

current mood: awake

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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
8:33 pm
YAYYYYYY YEAH YEAH! YEAH YEAH! COUNTERACT THE PREVIOUS UPDATE. I do not know why the CAPITAL F-U-C-K I was allowing some overgrown inhormonal man upset me. Who the fuck does he think he is hanging up on me?
Huh I dunno but anyways I'm back, In a good mood and wah like to state I dont give a fuck if you dont like me cause i already dont like you! Mutha Fucka! So anyways I am having the most joious time in life right now. I got my girls at school teaching me how to step dance, my daddys leaving, I now have an outlet fo alchohol and My gratful boyfriend and I are peacefully together. I love it! LOVE IT! LOVE IT! hmm...


I would also like to know if anyone has word on the latest sound tracks cause im still stuck in feb. of 04' listening to Party Monster. Please give me the list of new tracks to download cause i need some new music to rotate and gyrate my booty too. Represent!

Demelza

current mood: FUCKING HAPPY

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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
7:24 pm
so.
Todays a gloomy day. nothing to do. I worked a bit. Then ate some sorta tofu. Now I'm here. I dunno like i called someone today and he hung up on me :{ whats up with that? well anyways im lying around, I need to lose some weight
FUCKING REALLY. I FUCKING 133. WTF? WTF? I have a 26 inch waist? WTF?WTF?WTF? I want to get a cutco knife and chop my fat right off from my fucking body then carefully stitch together what is left of my new improved anorexic body.
I'm trying to go to St. Augustine for spring break. My boyfreinds broke so i have to pay for him. Its like 600$. I don't know what I'm going to do. I have 400$ now but still.
I really hope everything works out.
Lifes miserable when you have no freinds. I need to get off my lazy ass and do something with myself before i commit suicide. This is horrible.
Schools alright. Work is alright. I just really need some freinds. Please if you DONT like me anonymously list ways i can improve if you have the time in my coment box. So i can get some friends someday.

out'
Demelza

current mood: depressed

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Monday, January 17th, 2005
7:18 pm
Mua!
Me on my way to Clearwater Beach!

Me and my Big Bear
Me and my bear at Sam Ask Music

yep, there real!
My eyes.

oh no, its Godzilla!
My hubby being a big bad dinosaur!

awe, how cute!
Yayy, look at my baby fat!

 Me and bear again
wooooahhh too close!

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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
1:06 pm
So, Life is so hectic, I got arrested for something stupid and now i have to go do a bunch of crap and everything has changed since a year ago. I just dont know what happened. I dont get to go to New York. It's quite upsetting. My school is ridiculous, and i have no friends... I don't want to be around Druggies, or Drinkers anymore, I just get disgusted by them and the way they act. I hate Bush! I CANT BELEIVE HE FUCKING ONE THE FUCKING POLITICAL ELECTION. I'M GOING TO FUCKING SHOOT HIM! and I don't like how boys and girls have "casual" sex, and cheat on there so called "loved one" I hate all of you who touch, flirt or even look at other people in a sexual way if you are already involved. I HATE YOU ALL! I hope that you are burned in hell and no longer have the PRIVLEDGE to live, you fucking sick humans. It hurts you know.
How can you have no shame or guilt and go on with life. HOW?

but anyways me and my lover are happy, quite happy indeed!
He got a new job that pays 13-26 and hour + commision, so he was so sweet to say that he would pay for me to go to New York this summer to pursue my modeling dreams!
Thak ya veddy veddy much Suga Dada.

oh yeah so now im modeling, I have 3 agency but one is shitty so I really only have two.
I LOVE IT!
I need to stop eating though. SERIOSLY. agh. Its horrible

Im 14 and I have 36 D Boobs?
How did that happen?
I LOVE IT! 4 more growing years too! :)
well i gotta go to work!

Buh bye
<3

current mood: content

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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
3:33 pm
Me again
Me before going to a Cradle of Filth concert in ORLANDO!


Me all dressed up
I'm waiting to go in, outside Masquerade Tampa.
I went to this concert with CRisTiAn

Yep, there real!
:)


Me
Me at Guavaween 2004


Cristian being a Dinosaur
He so Cute!

He's Tall
The Bass Guitarist from Arch Enemy, Me, and Cristian! in Down Town Disney.

I wanna go to Newyork , but i can't... *cries*.
so instead im going to St. Augustine. *cries even more*
Have a nice Thanksgiving.
I dont even celebrate it.
Fucking pilgrims.

current mood: blah

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3:29 pm
Me and Cristian

Me and many more to come i hope!

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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
7:17 pm
I hate tampa.
I hate people.
I so hate everything right now.
this sucks.

current mood: annoyed

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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
11:47 pm - another joke
ok so why do jewish women make there men be circumsized? -because they only like things that are 10% off!

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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
1:10 am - haha
I decided that I'm just going to post random jokes that I think are funny...
here's the joke for today.

Ok, so there was this boat in the middle of the pacific ocean, sinking.
The captain decided that they needed to start throwing people of the boat aphabetically.

The Captain annouces " Can all AFRICAN AMERICANS please stand up "
no one stands up except this little boy asks his father if they were African American. The father says no son.

Then the Captain annouces "Can all BLACKS please stand up" The little boy says to his father again" Daddy arent we blacks?" His fathers says no son.

Finally the Captain says "Can all Caaaca...COLORS please stand up" The little boys knows he is colored and says DAddy I know that we are threee of those. And the Father finally says, " No son, WERE NIGGAHS "

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